Update

I love my new pink themee!!

PINK 是王道


I really should go back to studying..
Very excited for the summer.. HEHEH

I miss the beach





Alice, if you're reading this.. help me make a pink theme!! Love you!! <3

Need You Now

I'm addicted to this song called
Need you now - Lady Antebellum
I LOVE THIS SONG!! their voices are amazing :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eB7T3lJ3dZ4

Quote

"Girls are like cell phones, they like to be held and talked to, but press the wrong button and you're disconnected. Guys are like buses. If you miss that one, another will be along soon. "

NBA

Been watching basketball games lately~
It's so intense!!
Last game raptors almost lost to knicks! Raptors were only up by 1 point.
But they're doing pretty good so far. It's their 5th consecutive win~
Today's game was with indianna pacers..
At first pacers were down by 14 points.. then they slowly caught up!
to 97-97..
but raptors pwned them in 4th quarter..
and won with 117 - 102 :)
Omg I wanna watch bball game on tv or @ ACC..
someone bring me there!!!..
treat me w/ nice seats :) LOL

Fuck you

Fuck you and your unattained promises..

Fuck this.

I'm mad at you.

But I'm mad at myself more believing something was about to change.
Believing that I might be......... I was wrong.


I hate myself for being so sluggish.
I don't like my position that I'm in.
in no position.

Whatever you say to me may mean nothing to you, but even a word from you meant something to me.

I oughta stop believing your words.
Cause none of them were true.

甜言蜜語 = 油腔滑調

Misc.

Aiyah, I can't decide whether I wanna go to CASA party even at Fed Hall or not.
I have no one to go with.. Well I kinda do.. But I don't really talk to him that much
I think he wants me to be his wingwoman LOL
Meh..I don't know..
Do I wanna drink? Do I wanna walk in the cold in a dress and heels? Hmmmn..

Oh yeah, Jing asked me to watch Sherlock Holmes with him on Wed..
Not that big of a fan of Sherlock Holmes.. Is the movie long? Maybe I'll fall asleep LOL
Uhhh maybe i'll drag cheryl along.. she wanted to watch sherlock holmes since forever..
but I keep bailing out >_<

I almost forgot.. I think I said something about going to Kzone next week..
Wow so fucking busy next week.. I didn't even realize it..

Mon - Physio psych midterm / Psych lab / study for Human physio midterm / FOCUS meeting
Tues - Study for human physio / Thermodynamics assign. / Human physio lab
Wed - Human physio midterm / Movie with jing or Kzone? / laundry (no more pants to wear)
Thurs - CIF exercise / Grocery shopping / Kzone?
Fri - CIF exercise / clean apartment /visit from them?

I have to admit..

I am an attention whore..I think? I don't know.. the attention I get makes me feel secure..
that I don't feel like I'm alone.. or invisible? No clue.
it's always about me me me..
and maybe sometimes about you, but mostly me lol

I find that..
when people come to me and rant about their problems..
I do listen..
in a way I don't listen?
I still give my inputs and stuff..
but that's not what they want I don't think..
they want somebody who can just LISTENS to THEM and THEIR problems..

My friend was just ranting about his problems and such..
and I was giving my opinions and all..
In the end, he's still wishy washy about it..
But I think deep inside, he already has his answer..
Sigh sometimes I wish I could just shut up and listen to people
I talk too much =_=
The more I say the more wrongs I make LOL..

..I should be hardcore studying for tmw's cognitive psychology right now..
somehow I don't feel so motivated as last week..
need to find that drive back =(

Goal

So good everyone is on co-op except me! :(
I'm so lonely, I have nobody for all my own~
I just watched a video and I'm so motivated ..once again
I wanna earn some money this term~ So broke lately
I think I should start saving my money and stop spending so much~
I wanna buy a house of my own before I'm 30
is that possible? lol

If possible this term:
- boost gpa
- get REALLY involved in wsc <3
- get a job and save some money
- study for pcat again
- knit more scarves
- grow longer nails
- cook new recipes

Mmm I feel like my goals are so short termed..but that's just for now :)
it's all goooD~!

and I miss you all who's on co-op right now! :*(

The upcoming holiday

Today I went to dollarama to buy a stapler..and when i got in..
they stocked up all the valentine's day stuff.
Gosh I hate valentine's day =_=
they should make a singles' day~
Valentine's day makes me think..
why am i by myself and no one is celebrating it with me >:(
valentine's day sucks! i'll prolly hideout in my bed lol

Holiday Day 6

Skiing was so fun! You guys should've came. We went to a ski and snowboard centre in Toronto called Earl Bales..somewhere at Sheppard and Bathurst. Pretty close eh? The hill was steeper than I imagined! Shit..The first time I skiied down..I fell..=*( in pain!
And then I sucked it up and went again..and didn't fall the 2nd time around.. It was accelerating like mad yo. WTF we're like in the local area and they have places like these =_=
I could only skii down straight..and I don't even know how to turn or stop properly
Skiied down straight ahead..don't even know what I was thinking.. I think I was skiing faster than others cause I don't know how to control it properly at first
Went to practice how to do some turns at the bunny hill for a few times..
and finally challenge the steep hill again..
AHAHAH so funny.. everytime I did a turn, I fall.. I don't know why.. everytime I turn, I accelerate forward really fast and even when I fall.. I'm still sliding forward so dangerous!
A few times I did the turn, I almost hit the brick wall at the side.. Ohya I did crash into a tihn tree tho..and some twigs.. = =! Epic fail..I was like screaming "Antonio..I don't know how to stop..ahhhh its going faster" ahhha,,,antonio was just behind me..i think he fell himself too XD..
omg we're so funny..we were like falling our way down..and the thing is..we want to do the turns!..we wanna be pro like everyone else..at least i do XD..
gosh i see 8 years old little boys and girls ski and snowboard better than i do..SAD!
Ohya...I finally mastered how to turn properly and not fall..
I hope I can rmb it for next time :)
IT WAS SO FUN!
AHHH so tired right now..
when I got back I found a green bruise on my left leg~

Holiday Day 5

Matthew, Jinyi, Daniel and I went to Harbourfront skating today. I didn't fall at all..!! So I'm pretty impressed by myself =D I still don't know how to stop properly tho hmmn.. and we met this old grandpa who was trying to teach us some tricks ha.
Was starving so we returned our skate and trying to find some hotdog stands. While we were returning skates, Daniel bumped into David and his friends. Ugh..I don't want to see him =___=..
Daniel offered us to see them..but I totally didn't want to and we walked off to get some food..
We ended up gettign subway~ I wanted italian sausage tho..haven't had those in a while..
I ordered a footlong sub~ I still had space for some sweets :D
anyways Daniel needed to go back to the rink and give one of the girls who was with Him..a christmas present..
Great what if I crash into him =_=.. Matthew brought us hiding in the restaurant while Daniel find his girl..
Daniel couldn't find her..so we went out..and Matthew finally found that girl and Daniel gave his present away. Hmm..so weird one of His friends..knew me..but I don't know her..and I was labelled as His ex =__= EW why can't it be the other way around.. PFF

Oya saw timmy and his friends skating there too!

We walked around for a bit and went home~~
Christmas lights are purty :D
Uhhh I jsut woke up from a 2.5h nap
Watching District 9 right now..it is so gory :*(

Holiday Day 4

I was too occupied to write a blog entry yesterday. I had an awesome feast last night yet again. I watched several movies before I slept. I loved Madagascar Escape 2 Africa!!! :D
Slept at 3-4am and my dad woke me up around 7am = =~
He wanted to go to futureshop..
anyways I couldn't find the 2.1 computer speakers I was looking for..maybe I'll just order it online. shipping for it is so expensive hmn..
Went to Vaughn Mills Shopping mall for boxing day shopping~~..shopped for hourss..
I bought 2 faux leather jackets~~ pretty happy with my purchases.
was gonna buy a real one from danier..but i didn't find the design that i like =*(
I LOVED THE ONE I SAW AT LE CHATEAU AT LOO WITH WK/SANDY~
I couldn't find the same love-at-first-sight anymore =(
anyways totally burnt out today~
I asked dad to make some taro tong sui ...it was delish!!! :D
we had a seafood feast~~ yumyum

PS: im only 5% away from my goal ...of achieving 50% winning rate in minesweepers LOL
AJA AJA FIGHTING!!!

Holiday Day 2

Ahhhh..woke up so late today..around 230pm?
I was planning to clean up my room and do some exercise..
ahhaha and then i procrastinated..and watched some youtube..
next thing i knew it was 5pm!!!..
so i took a really quick shower...
left the house at 530..
saw qian and jennifer on my way to stc..
everyone waited for kx for almost an hr!
we ate at some restaurant at little italy.
i loved the food esp my creme bruleee <3
went to some martini lounge bar place..
ordered a tequila shot and a martini
went home

and
i am shocked jennifer has a bf! haha its cute tho =) congratz hun!

Holiday Day 1

Nancy finally picked up her cheque~..since September..Last few times I forgot to bring it back toronto..or that I didn't even come back to toronto at all.. But anyways that is that. Haven't seen her in awhile. She just came back and picked it up..she seemed like she was in a rush..

Ohya, sidenote, I love my new nail polish colour <3 ORANGE

Today we hung out at matt's place. AHah it was pretty fun! :)
I suck at rockband...MMM totally beatLESS..
..that's cause I don't like to follow the rules..and I like to be catched in surpise ;) (ahah..im so funny XD..)
We made curry chicken with carrots and potato! It was a decet meal :D Jin's terriyaki chicken was awesome too..but i find Matt's peas too sweet ahha..the cooking process was sO funny tho!
I loved caroling~ that was fun too XDDD..Matt's internet is an epic fail =_=! haha maybe cause we were in the basement..hmnnn
oya he drove us home later~ apprently he drives okay :P !
daniel's letter to everyone was very sweet!
and that is all. I don't feel like blogging right now~
playing minesweeeepers~

He's Just Not That Into You

http://www.plunder.com/He-s-Just-Not-That-Into-You-pdf-download-148124.htm

I downloaded this awhile ago and I'd like to share with you guys. It's a really good read, pretty pessimistic tho LOL
It's like every conclusion is that the guy isn't into you.

This was also turned into a movie! If you guys haven't watched it yet..you should :P

Year 2009

To my ladies:

Year 2009 is ending soon. This semester I’ve made a lot of new friends. But I didn’t forget old friends either! I think “Your friends are all that matters in the end” is true because you guys make me smile a mile wide lol. Past few months have been hectic for me. Thanks for those for lent me their ears and listened to me complain. I’m glad I’ve met you guys. There are some things that I cannot forget.

"A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though they know you are slightly cracked."

Even though everyone is at diffrent schools, and we haven't seen each other for a long time, you guys are still the best!!! haha. Can't wait for 23rd~ and see everyone again =) hehe. Only 9 days til christmas and 15 days til countdown. Lets go skating sometime, shall we? :)

Although everyone matured in some ways and have new friends to hang out with. I'm sure we all miss the high school times and that little "姑婆" is still inside us lol.

Can you believe it? We lived almost 20 years of our lives already. Time sure flies by fast. Only two more years and we're done university (hopefully).

I think Year 2010 will be an awesomeone one as well because I'll have you guys with me :D

Fact

Jess: You are not guilty until you are proven guilty.

I have nothing to be guilty of. =)

FML

I had 8:30 stats class today. (@MC building)
When I woke up this morning, I was friggen hungry..So I ate a pasta salad..
mmm and drank cold apple juice.
blaghlbalglhb..and during middle of the class..my stomach was feeling icky..
around 9am..I couldn't stand it anymore..
Gave my clicker and notes to my friend.. and ran for the washroom..
I remember the women washroom is at one of the corners, but I couldn't remember which one..
OO!!..and then I saw a lady coming outta the washroom..
so I went straight to the stall..
After I was done..
while washing my hands..
I was wondering how come there are so many fountains beside the sink area.
HMNN..isn't this the women washroom??
Walked outside and looked at the door tag
(MEN)
FML = = I noticed after I finished everything..
I'm glad taht there weren't any men peeing when I came outta the stall
PHEWWW..

ATM my breath stinks because I am in love with..

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garlic and onions
<3

Morning classes

Wow I can't believe I am waking up 7:30am everyday. That is insane..cause during the summer..I was waking up at like 2-3pm. I slept at 11:30pm yesterday, WTF? I am so healthy yo lol.

I have STAT202 8:30am in the morning. When I first saw my nasty sched. I wanted to swap to an afternoon class..but there is only one other section which is also 8:30am in the morning...and it happens t show its by the same professor? What..I'm so confused. Two classes of the same subject, same time, different rooms..what does that mean?

LOL UW is being too cheap. only 1 stats prof for two classes..We had to alternate our prof lecturing times. Like..one day we will have the prof is out classroom..and the other class will see a live webcam version of our prof -_-" Anyways I just go to whichever room the prof is present..
UW just hire another prof man!!!!

Went to ECH furniture sale..their stuff is really cheap..but too heavy to carry it back home..Too bad they didn't have a book shelf..that is what I was looking for..They were selling washing machines there too..wtf = = and desks..fairly new for 1$ including tax..REALLY sturdy binders /better than staples or dollarama ones for 0.25c each..They were also selling computer monitors for 1$ haha so funny.. ==

I am just in the DP library right now ..waiting ..class starts at 12:30pm = =

Im so hungry...only ate a mini crossaint before I left my place sighhh

OHYA..in the morning the bus is packed..really gay..
but it only takes me 11 mins to walk to school today..LOL
I think I'm in military training or some shit..WALKING FASTER each day..hoho