Annoying BEEches

I don't like my friends being judgmental of my other friends. It annoys me that it annoys me OMG I am annoyed = = All of my friends are nice people. You haven't hung out with those people before, who are you to judge? So stop doubting my friends/other friends/friends of friends and more friends...Whatever, BEECHES.. Stop making your friend here, I, feel uncomfortable.

加拿大 好山 好水 好无聊~~~

I feel so lazy these days. There isn't much to do. I jsut wanna sleep in all day all night. Leave me alone..I can cuddle in under my covers and never come out. ^___^ So warm in there..

Rant202

FVCK..I wanna see a dermatologist..T_T

Too much whiteheads..

Too much blackheads..

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGg

Fun day out with the girls [Pics Heavy]

I met Cora and Wendy around 4pm today at STC. We ttced down to Union station to meet up with Mengwen. Yay I got two suveniors today -- I am so happy ^_^.

We arrived at Taiwanfest..saw a few cute guys but they were with girl(s). We got bored so we walked around the street trying to find a cafe. Ooh, William's Coffee Pub was just around the corner. We went in..and were about to order until we saw a dead fly on one of the plates..Then we left without ordering.

We walked down the other end and found Second Cup..I got a Moccacino and oatmeal raisin cookie..So expensive..T_T

We sat there and talked about their China vacation :)

After that, we tried to find this underground tunnel from union to king. We couldn't find the tunnel..we got lost. We walked for 40mins.

We came across Buskerfest..Wendy asked this lady to take a picture of us. But the lady was like "Sorry, but I just worked for 13 hours. I am too tired. I can't do this."..and she left. We were like......???

We tried to find the tunnel again..

In the end, we failed to find the tunnel. So ultimately we gave up LOL..

Then we went into this random building..The floor is so cool!

On the subway back..The police and this cameraman randomly came on..The policemen were talking to these black people. They were like "Is this a reality TV?" Policemen: "No..but it will be aired." LOL~ Okay so the one blocking is the fat police, but the other police infront is SO HANDSOME..I swear he should go to Hollywood.. God, he has such an awsome face..and his body is fit too..Shit I am drooling XD

Wendy was like.."Are they filming a movie?" Aww..shes so cute! :D

The camerman and the policemen left after two stations..Wtf so random = =..

PS: Photos credit to Wendy <3

Laugh all you want, Haters

I hate..

自私又没有义气

的人

ps: i love naiq

I'm the dumbest shit on earth

Fvck.

I was superglueing my cheap sneakers $6.50 and then I accidently superglued my index and thumb = = No. they are not stuck together..But I have glue on both..FML

Ew..feels so nasty. My skin feels tight and hard.. OMG

I tried washing my finger with hot water and then..i tried rubbing alcohol.

Okay gay..didn't work.

Then i tried to peel the glue off slowly. = =

It's gone now ...

Shopping Wishlist

I want to save up to buy some expensive accessories..

It'll take forever by the looks of it..

Marc By Marc Jacobs Molly Square Watch 36mm

Marc by Marc Jacobs square dial Molly watch. Square faced watch and round dial on polished black leather strap. Water resistant to 30 meters, 100 feet. Solid stainless steel. Quartz movement. 36mm

• Stainless steel with leather strap
• Price: $225.00

Sigh.. I really want this watch!!! It loooks sooo smexy xD

Unlucky soul..

I invited Antonio, Matthew and Vannessa over to my house to play MJ. Oh hell, I suck so much. I think I am getting suckier each day = =. Whatever..

Oh Daniel was here too..Eventho he didn't know how to play MJ + we had enough people. He said he likes the company *wink* Vannessa *wink* lol He brought some food over and made this korean dish..Everyone was full at the time..Only Matthew ate some.. LOl sad.

After like 2-3 hours of MJ.. Just happens that we're going to STC later to get Daniel's birthday present. Seriously I don't know how I swirled myself into this problem. I am so FUCKING broke. Sorry aobut hte profanity. I just want to emphasize how broke I am. Vannessa and I ended up getting him this shot glass chess set at Mind Games.. Hoho..there goes my money. I was saving it up so I can movie with other people next week T_T..

I am seriously the saddest soul on earth lor..

Anyways people left..There I was with Qian and her childhood friend. We were trying to find a 4th leg to open a new table. Called some people and people gave some excuses.

We ended up at Milestones cause Qian has this $25 giftcard..

She ordered this alcoholic beverage called Milestone's Caesar?..which tasted like ketchup LOL..

Her childhood friend ordered this pasta dish with goat cheese topping..ew = = Finally I knew how goat cheese tastes like and I would never ever order something with goat cheese ever. Oh and I ordered Milestone's dry cured ribs which was the only "decent" dish out of the three. What are the chances?

While waiting for the bill to come..I was asking if it is raining outside..It looked like it was getting darker.. Then Qian saw lightning..

Well she said it was too early to go home. We were planning to go to the superstore, but spotted the dark thunder clouds on the other side.

So we were walking back towards famous player's entrance.. Until we saw this ROARING rain shower coming towards us..Seriously it was like pouring like crazy on the other side of the parking lot and we could see it coming, Wtf? Anyways I was screaming and running..I hope we can make it to famous players DRY..but the next thing I knew the rain splattered all over my face. FML.

I was running like a wild chicken. Qian was running behind me..Wow the rain came to me like tidal waves = = the wind was pretty strong too. Anyways we finally go inside famous players. Went to their washroom and tried to dry up..Totally didn't work.

The rain was pouring so hard that front was all wet and the back of my pants was dry = =

Hai..what a funny and unlucky experience.

Random pics..

Just want to share some funny shit...lol

We're all fools.

I'm really disliking this love shit. It is too complicated for me (not situation-wise). It is just confusing me so much. I don't understand at all. I really don't know. Blagh.

Some experienced girls (who has/had bfs) may say whynot be free and play around? I mean, you'll never know who's the right guy until you've tried. You are still young so why not experiment? You'll really never know, so just give him a shot. These girls often are curious and adventurous. They give and get easily. They are easygoing girls who love to have fun. But sometimes, they let themselves a bit loose and may be taken for granted.

To the inexperienced girls, the experienced girls may seem "stupid" to them. Like they would think why on earth would you let yourself be in a position that you will be used? Many inexperienced girls have traditional thoughts and fantasies of what love and relationships are like. These girls would wait for this one guy to appear and believe their relationship will last forever. They would believe that their first love will lead to marriage.

To the experienced girls, the inexperienced girls may seem "stupid" to them. Seriously? First love is probably during your school years and both of you are still young. Their relationship is so amateur. We are not living in disney world where the princess and the prince live happily ever after.

There are only two types of girls and it just happens we have something in common -- We're all fools.

Fool: Noun- A person who lacks judgment or sense.

Enough!

Seriously.

Whatever.

I don't give a crap anymore.

Screw their tiny balls.

I have better things to do than getting guys' attention.

I have better things to do than being thirsty and hungry.

I have better things to do than talking about guys.

I want simple and pure friendships.

Just Dance.

Sigh, I wanna learn how to dance well..

I suck at dancing OMFG..

I am most stiff person on earth..

I think I have two right hands..

and two left feet..

Sighhhhh..

How to dance like those pros...

=*(

So hard to master..

BlaRGH~

Why am I so poor?!

I counted the money in my wallet..

I only had $1.19!!

Wtf I wanted to buy a chocolate bar from the vending machine.

Every item cost at least $1.25

T_T

Cheezy cheesecake

I wanted to make cheesecake few weeks ago, but I couldn't find the time or I was too lazy to buy the ingredients.

I followed this recipe: http://allrecipes.com/Recipe/No-Bake-Cheesecake-I/Detail.aspx

I grabbed my sister to Food Basics with me to get the ingredients. I wandered around the cheese area for minutes and couldn't find the last and most important ingredient to my menu..CREAM CHEESE. Seriously, I was so blind. Then I asked one of the staffs and he pointed to the fridge next to the one I was standing infront of. = =!

Oh I need 8 ounces of cream cheese, but I didn't convert the numbers ahead of time. So there were blocks of 250g cream cheese. I didn't know how many blocks I needed. I just took 3 of them since I eyeballed it to the premade graham crust. Turns out, I only needed 1 block..actually a little less than a block.

The cheesecake was super duper easy to make :)

At first, it was kind of hard to mix the cream cheese block. It got softer and softer, but there were still little clumps of cheese here and there. So I beated some more until my arm got sore and I gave up.

I put it in the freezer for 2 hours.

Uh the final product tastes like cheesecake, voila! Personally, I think the cake is too soft. Overall is pretty good. xD

Over msn, I told Qian about my cheesecake and she wanted to try some. She said she was getting out right now. So I was just waiting in the kitchen. Mm..after X minutes, she hasn't showed up. So I looked out the window of my door. Mmm..nobody walking towards my driveway..

UNTIL

a

HEAD

popped

RIGHT INTO

my

FACE

wtf?!

She was right there the whole time.

I hate you Qian.

Scared the CRAP out of me!

:(

There is only one chance

I can only live my life once. I will live my life to the fullest. I'd rather regret the things I have done than the things I have not. So far I don't regret anything that I have done since I learn from my experiences.

I think I am still in the stage of finding myself and what I want. Right now I care less about what others think of me and what they expect from me (a quote from KX: be real).

I am not thirsty or hungry or whatever. I am not in urge of finding potential boyfriends. I like meeting new friends, males and females, to help me know myself better. People with common interests and I can learn off from.

At least right now, I know I am not deprived in anything. I do not need a boyfriend or a potential one to live life and have fun. I like my life at the moment -- do my own things and go out with friends once in a while. I really like working with new people and being in different environments. Many of them inspire me --their dedication, their goals and whatnot.

Life is too short for what I could have and would have's. It is not too late, but one day it will be. I am living and living in the way I want. In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: It goes on.

Work hard, play hard.

"Enjoy life. There's plenty of time to be dead."

STORM!

I totally hate thunderstorms.

They botther me..

I can't help myself not to look out the window.

The lightning and thunder scares the crap out of me.

Good thing I am inside my house now..

What if I get electrocuted?!

The weather outside right now is as if

we are filming a harry potter movie..

it's dark, stormy..and creepy = =

I see nothing and hear nothing but the thunderstorm!

Sleep

I can't sleep.

Grandma is like fidgeting so loud in the washroom.

She is cleaning inside..for forever?!

Cousin talking so loudly on the phone.

Sis stomping away.

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

what is wrong with them = =

I want my sleep

Taste of Danforth

Thanks to somebody Anney has to wake up at 12:00pm.

Ohmygoodness, I could've slept til 2:00pm or something.

Ha, Qian was giving that poor old lady the face =(

Aw I love Jess and Qian oh so much <3>

Jess showing me her extruding armpit hair, Lol.

So we were at the park near Goldhawk library..

Qian mixed some shit..and this is her reaction after she drank it.

Why you never go back with your exes

If that situation ever comes up in my life, I don't think I will say yes. Don't be fooled because he begged. My theory is why be hurt by the same jerk twice? We know very well that everything will end up the same. Isn't that why we broke up in the first place? If he really loved you, he wouldn't have made you cry.

"Do not repeat chapters, for the ending of the story never changes!"

Title

I was standing on the other side of the river,

Waiting for someone to build that bridge..

Maybe I am expecting too much

Or expecting too little..

I, the impatient girl

Swam across and drowned..

Blargh

^ Yes the title is Blargh (aka puke*)

I don't know why, but today the clinic's bed tables smelled so bad.

Oh I was just talking to Antonio..he said he was dizzy and whatnot.

It just reminded me of the incident that happened at the clinic today.

It has nothing to do with him loool~

He was like "I made you feel disgusting? Wow."

So I was cleaning after the patients like any other day.

Today I was helping out at the cervical cancer clinic.

Anyways, I went into that room.

It smelled so bad, I wanted to puke omfg.

I had to grab the gloves that was on the sink counter.

And in that sink I saw two speculums..

One of them had blood!!!!

If you don't know what speculum is..

It is a medical instrument doctors use to check woman's down there.

Anyways. WTF. I was trying to hold my breath.

No wonder the room smelled so terrible.

I thought I was going to faint.

On the bed table, there was blood on the sheets!

Ew. She was kinda old?

Wtf. What happened to her menopause?

Anyways. Traumatized as ever.

Why am I always so traumatized?!

Mr. X

On the bus to volunteer --

I am reading a new book called "Stop Pretending".

This novel is coming from a little girl's perspective

of what the family is going through when her elder sister

went psychotic and hospitalized in a ward. The novel is

translated in the form of poetry.

I was on Steeles Ave. heading to Bayview Ave. --

I was sitting at the back of the bus and was reading my new book.

I looked shitty today.

I didn't comb my hair and it is tied into a pony tail.

I was wearing my volunteer uniform.

There were two "better" looking girls sitting across from me.

A guy came onto the bus..

He didn't sit beside me.

He sat beside the girl with shorts up to her crotch (..exaggerating lol)

But she might as well not wearing anything..

she wasn't wearing much anyways.

That shallow guy.

A few stops after Pacific Mall,

another guy came onto the bus..

He sat beside me

He also pulled out a book.

It was really thick and the words were tiny.

While those girls were chatting away

in their squeaky voice,

we were reading our books..

The bus driver was probably having a bad day.

He was giving us a bumpy and choppy ride..

A middle aged man stumbled in front of me

when the bus stopped suddenly.

I looked up.

I was about to offer him my seat when

that guy beside me asked the man first.

How considerate.

No one else on the bus offered..

not even those girls infront of me

and that guy beside them.

The guy beside me was

chinese,

enjoys reading,

had glasses,

about my age,

has a decent voice.

I didn't look at him properly..

But he was probably ugly anyways.

Why you can't be friends with your ex

Because no woman can stand looking at her man or

used to be her man with another woman.

It is just too awkward.

We are possessive beings.

We do not like to share what we have or had.

So it is better off not knowing.

Doo la loo~

I am a sucker for movies

and a hopeless romantic..

lol

I love Hush Hush / I Will Survive by Pussycat dolls =3

NTS

I will only go after my new friends..

No strangers..

No love at first sights..

No lightning bolts..

No accquitances..

No old friends..

HOT GUYS WANTED...xD

Marriage

When we were at the Ribs Fest..Cindy, Sandy and I were just talking randomly. Then we came across the topic of marriage. They want to get married at 25 years old. There I was thinking 25?..are you serious?..Life just started! Personally I think I want to get married around 28-30 years old.

Like 25 years old..you are still exploring the world and see what kind of men is suitable for you. You graduated from university and now just starting to build up your career. I don't know. The whole marriage idea at 25 years old..just seems so restricting? Then they said you can do all those things you wanted with your husband. There is so much more I want to get out of life.

It is not like I don't want to get married. But 25 seems too young for me..I don't even know myself that well yet and I am 18 years old already.. If I were to get married at 25 years old, I have to get my life sorted out within 7 years! That seemed too scary.

I think 28-30 years old in a good range to be married because hopefully..I will be mature to handle everything. I can support myself financially and hopefully support my family too. And I do NOT want to give birth over the age of 30..cause I don't like the risk. And I don't want to die when my children are still young..so I thought..28-30 would be just fine.

Why do people want to get married so soon? I mean the whole point is being together isn't it? So it doesn't make a difference if you're boy/girlfriend or husband/wife. Marriage..I think that's too much commitment over there for me to think about. How'd you know if he is the right guy? How do you know if he will still love you a years later? Is he really willing to commit as you do? I mean marriage..it is just paperwork and an excuse to party it up (jk XD). On the other hand, relationships..you are still together and intimate..but if anything happens. It is not a divorce, but merely a breakup.

I am just thinking that if someone's life goal is to find his/her soulmate then I think that is ultimate stupidity. Cause my goal is to find ME and understand myself better (and know what I want).

Scarb. Ribs Fest

I went to the Ribs Fest with Sandy, Antonio, Daniel, Cindy and Terry. The place was uber crowded. It was reaalllly sunny too. I was getting heated. And a lot of old people were smoking :(

We bought a full rack from Camp 31. Supposedly, they were the champion last year and about to do it again. The ribs were alright, weren't as good as I expected. I thought it would be more bbqed or something. Qian's ribs were better...wait not her ribs >.> The ribs that her dad makes..Lol

Waterloo/Pics Update

Here are some pictures I took while I was at Waterloo.

My first stay was at Mengwen's place. This is her room. Very clean and big, I loved it! The price she is paying off is decent too -- only $360/month. Plus it is on bus route lol. Anyways, before we were planning that I should sleep on the sofa outside in the living room. The sofa was really soft and comfy, I wouldn't mind. But she had to stay up and do her math assignment. So I got to sleep in her bed :D We gossiped a little and had our girl's talk. It was fun =)

On my second day, I stayed over at Cleo's. Originally, I was going to stay over at Jennifer's, but she was partying it up with her friends til 4am. I wanted my sleep. That night matthew introduced me to his two friends: Ngyun (I don't know how to spell her name) and Eugene. We were planning to crash Jennifer's friend's birthday bash, but that would be awkward for all of us. We ended up going to the Engineering end of term party. It was so boring..I think most of them were 4th years and they jsut went for the drinks which I cannot take part in. So the party was meaningless to me.

Cleo and I were just randomly chatting and she gave me a mini make-up makeover, lol. Oh yeah, there were a lot of flies at her place which gave met the shivers. I just wanted to throw out a chip bag and knocked the garbage bag a little ..then a family of 20 flies flew out of the bag! Mhm, Cleo made some wings for all of us :)

Water-water-water..LOO-loo-loo! I had an awesome time volunteering at Student Life 101. I met some great people esp. people from my group (Holla @ Pav, Nick, Claudia, and Misfiq!) It was showering a little rain at first, but we ushered inside Fed Hall the rest of the time..so it's all good. I wished I didn't miss the deadline for Science Oweek Leader. Gah, it would've been fun! At the thank-you party, they served us Bomber's pizzas. It was delicious <3