NBA

Been watching basketball games lately~
It's so intense!!
Last game raptors almost lost to knicks! Raptors were only up by 1 point.
But they're doing pretty good so far. It's their 5th consecutive win~
Today's game was with indianna pacers..
At first pacers were down by 14 points.. then they slowly caught up!
to 97-97..
but raptors pwned them in 4th quarter..
and won with 117 - 102 :)
Omg I wanna watch bball game on tv or @ ACC..
someone bring me there!!!..
treat me w/ nice seats :) LOL

'Nuff said

3 strikes and you're out.

you striked 4 times.

Fuck you

Fuck you and your unattained promises..

Fuck this.

I'm mad at you.

But I'm mad at myself more believing something was about to change.
Believing that I might be......... I was wrong.


I hate myself for being so sluggish.
I don't like my position that I'm in.
in no position.

Whatever you say to me may mean nothing to you, but even a word from you meant something to me.

I oughta stop believing your words.
Cause none of them were true.

甜言蜜語 = 油腔滑調

安静了 - S.H.E.

只剩下鋼琴陪我站在這裡
夢想中　屬於我們的婚禮
卻成了　單人結婚進行曲
在這場愛情腳裡的拔河裡　愛我還是愛你
你選擇了自己

撒嬌的　可愛的　女人的　愛哭的
照片裡　曾經的都是你喜歡的
如今我還在原地　你卻走回你的記憶
你說我愛你太多　就快要把你淹沒
你害怕幸福短暫一秒就崩落
分開是一種解脫　讓你好好的想我
我想要的那片天空　你是不是能夠給我

你說我給你太多　卻不能給我什麼
分不清激情承諾永恒或迷惑
愛情是一道傷口
我們各自苦痛
什麼是我最後溫柔
是因為我太愛你

Misc.

Aiyah, I can't decide whether I wanna go to CASA party even at Fed Hall or not.
I have no one to go with.. Well I kinda do.. But I don't really talk to him that much
I think he wants me to be his wingwoman LOL
Meh..I don't know..
Do I wanna drink? Do I wanna walk in the cold in a dress and heels? Hmmmn..

Oh yeah, Jing asked me to watch Sherlock Holmes with him on Wed..
Not that big of a fan of Sherlock Holmes.. Is the movie long? Maybe I'll fall asleep LOL
Uhhh maybe i'll drag cheryl along.. she wanted to watch sherlock holmes since forever..
but I keep bailing out >_<

I almost forgot.. I think I said something about going to Kzone next week..
Wow so fucking busy next week.. I didn't even realize it..

Mon - Physio psych midterm / Psych lab / study for Human physio midterm / FOCUS meeting
Tues - Study for human physio / Thermodynamics assign. / Human physio lab
Wed - Human physio midterm / Movie with jing or Kzone? / laundry (no more pants to wear)
Thurs - CIF exercise / Grocery shopping / Kzone?
Fri - CIF exercise / clean apartment /visit from them?

WSC - Beginner's Day

I went snowboarding with WSC yesterday! I really enjoyed it, despite the countless falls. Wow, I should've snowboarded earlier!! It was SO fun =D
I'm planning to go to the snowboard shop sometime next week. I wanna buy a super bright snowboard jacket and fit in with other boarders haha~
Oh and so that they can find me easily when I get lost~
OOOOh planning to go back to chicopee again next next week!

When we're about to get off the bus.. I couldn't even stand up properly to get off..= = SAD
Woke up today, I feel like I was paralyzed or something haha
Even when I sit my tush hurts >_<
Luckily I didn't get any bruises!
It was a worthwhile experience indeed. I'll snowboard every year now =DDD.. no more skiing HAHA...

一篇男生都會明白，女生都會感慨，知道太遲的文章

男人要永遠感謝在他20多歲的時候曾經陪在他身邊的女人，

因為20多歲的男人處在一生中的最低點,
沒錢、沒地位，沒房、沒車、沒事業，不能獨立又不想依賴，掙扎著彷徨著，尋找自己的位置！
而20多歲的女人卻是她生命中最燦爛的時候；

男人要永遠感謝在他20多歲的時候曾經陪在他身邊的女人，

因為二十多歲的男人還很“懵懂”，

男人有時好比洋蔥,要想看到洋蔥的心就需要一層一層去剝。

但是女人在剝的過程會不斷流淚剝到最後才知道，


.............原來洋蔥是沒有心的............

i wish

i wish i was cooler~
funnier~
smarter~
prettier~


i think my friends are better than me in all aspects T_T

again, i feel like i'm not good enough

is it jealousy or simply admiration?

I have to admit..

I am an attention whore..I think? I don't know.. the attention I get makes me feel secure..
that I don't feel like I'm alone.. or invisible? No clue.
it's always about me me me..
and maybe sometimes about you, but mostly me lol

I find that..
when people come to me and rant about their problems..
I do listen..
in a way I don't listen?
I still give my inputs and stuff..
but that's not what they want I don't think..
they want somebody who can just LISTENS to THEM and THEIR problems..

My friend was just ranting about his problems and such..
and I was giving my opinions and all..
In the end, he's still wishy washy about it..
But I think deep inside, he already has his answer..
Sigh sometimes I wish I could just shut up and listen to people
I talk too much =_=
The more I say the more wrongs I make LOL..

..I should be hardcore studying for tmw's cognitive psychology right now..
somehow I don't feel so motivated as last week..
need to find that drive back =(

X-FILE/SURVIVOR: ANNEY IS SCARED

Okay wtf???? my wisdom tooth is growing out!!!! I hate the dentist or whoever..
I don't wanna see him!! :( So scary...
I never had my tooth pulled out before...
they just fall out by themselvesss..
OMGGGGGGGGGGG I DONT LIKE THIS..
eventho im not experiencing any pain from it or anything..
BUT STILl..
the day will come...........~

嚷嚷著

Typed: 1/18/10
過得充實一點﹐愛自己多一點﹐不要去追尋不是屬於自己的東西。
拋開過去﹐不要讓它阻止你迎接更好的未來。
嘗試多一點不同的東西﹐cause you'll never know if you're good at it.

勇敢多很多點﹐踏出第一步是幸福的開始!

Do whatever you must do now until you can do whatever you want later.

I do think too much

I think too much about unnecessary things..
Those who don't me well enough might think I'm an happy-all-the-time person..
But seriously, I'm not. I guess I like to pretend that my problems aren't there most of the times so I don't think about it..
and when I do think about it.. It just goes downhill from there..
I think about what should've happened, might've happened..could've happened..
and maybe all of this is my fault.. I'm not good enough..
Also sometimes I take people's comments personally..
even though I know they are just joking..
and I think about that too.. why would they say that.. do they really meant it?
I think I cry about many things..
I can't hold my tears..
I cry when I feel lonely
I cry when I feel helpless
I cry when I feel hopeless..
I cry when I feel like I want to give up..
I cried so many times..
I think I cry more as I get older..
It's weird..
Sometimes I cry for the sake of crying..
I just want to cry..
or think about sad stuff..
and cry about that..
=__= wtf?
I don't wanna dwell in this emoness =***(
or maybe I do..
gahhh~ why am I so complicated?!

Goal

So good everyone is on co-op except me! :(
I'm so lonely, I have nobody for all my own~
I just watched a video and I'm so motivated ..once again
I wanna earn some money this term~ So broke lately
I think I should start saving my money and stop spending so much~
I wanna buy a house of my own before I'm 30
is that possible? lol

If possible this term:
- boost gpa
- get REALLY involved in wsc <3
- get a job and save some money
- study for pcat again
- knit more scarves
- grow longer nails
- cook new recipes

Mmm I feel like my goals are so short termed..but that's just for now :)
it's all goooD~!

and I miss you all who's on co-op right now! :*(

熱血

這個學期﹐我有一股莫名的衝勁很想把我的學習搞好
現在我對與我學習的熱誠可是熱騰騰的呢
希望這個衝勁可以保持下去
大家跟著我一起衝吧!
I feel so positive, so motivated!

今天我參加了Waterloo的滑雪社團﹐很期待跟大家一起玩滑雪板!!

I'm so psyched and pumped! My day can't get any better =)

Marks

I barely tried last term..
Well I did in the beginning..
But it just went downhill..
cause I kept clubbing, partying and drinking.
Good thing I have great friends to depend on. and they are smart too HAHA <3
and I think I'm not that dumb either
I passed the courses with average marks =_=
so if I tried..then maybe I'll ace them LOL
my goal this term is to NERD ALL THE WAY
and snowboard =D

坎坷的愛情路

之前 聽到他跟某某人已經在一起有一段時間了
而且他們還很恩愛
一想 難道當初真的是我個人的問題嗎
然後另一個他也好像有曖昧的對象了
真好﹐每個都有人陪伴著他們
而那個人不是我﹐唉
我一直在這個圈圈打轉
一直在我低潮的時候﹐ 遇到這些爛人
實在太容易陪人打動﹐說服
愛情不要我
我也不要愛情

Love Blindness

"Love is Blind" -- I don't believe in that. I don't believe love is blind. I believe we choose to be blind when we're in love.

The upcoming holiday

Today I went to dollarama to buy a stapler..and when i got in..
they stocked up all the valentine's day stuff.
Gosh I hate valentine's day =_=
they should make a singles' day~
Valentine's day makes me think..
why am i by myself and no one is celebrating it with me >:(
valentine's day sucks! i'll prolly hideout in my bed lol