RANTING

I've figured my attention span is really short..I can't focus on one thing for that long..

Wowow..See the past few entries..I feel like writing at first..

But I get bored really quickly..

Like now..

D:

I think Imma stop here..

HAha..

Thinking again..

Let's say a lot is on my mind. Where do I start?

1. I need to fix my laptop asap. It is giving me the panic attack and I don't like that! Gosh..It'll cost a shit load of money again..

2. Hell, I need to get my g2 soon too. Just thinking about driving scares me. I don't know. I lack confidence in myself.

3. My face is a car accident. I don't know why I am having more outburts/zits/blemishes than ever (I mean I am getting more than I was during my pubery!). Or I think I've finished my puberty?! O_o

4. I am gaining weight omfg. I just keep munching and munching..There is nothing else to do..FML

5. I am out of money. That sucks.

6. My english is so poor...I don't know how I am going to imrpove.. I mean I am so not committed.. <--Is that even the right spelling? lol.

7. Sigh..There are bigger things I want to rant about..But I am kind of losing interest right now..

GERHh...It is always like this...I hate myself...!!!!

Update

I haven't blogged for the longest time because I don't want to see my old posts. I only started this blog because of him..Sigh. Whatever I care less for him now. I am doing awesome! Just kind of broke right now. I think I should stay home for a while. I think I know where I stand. I just want to be friends with him, nothing more. I want to be a better person, learn from my wrongs. I have a lot of tasks to do this summer actually. I should get going! I mean there is volunteering and work. Also school applications and pcat. Ugh..I relaly don't know what to type at the moment. I started off wanting to blog...right now I feel tired.. Shit I still need to clean my room. FML its like a barn LOL I hope my next blog will be something happy and awesome =)